I've made the decision. I'm going to be an In-patient, I asked myself one question: Can I go on like this?
And the answer was clear. I'm scared. But I know this has to be done. I want to be at peace, with everything, with myself. I'm probably going to complain about it when I get there, I'm probably going to want to leave, I'm going to force myself to face everything I've been running from. It's the only way.
M has been right by my side, he said we'll get through this and I believe him, he said he's going to visit everyday (It's 45 mins away by car and it has visiting hours everyday)
He makes me feel confident with my decision, I couldn't do it without him. I want to move forward with me and with us, find some closure.
I don't know if this will heal me at all, but it's worth a shot, things can only get better.
Me: I don't want to leave you
M: You're not leaving me, I'm right by your side.
5 comments:
support is a wonderful thing when you have it, makes something difficult like this seem so much easier
hope you work through everything you need to
Take care of yourself, Hannah. I hope this is really good for you. You are strong and beautiful and you can make it through this. I believe in you, and I will be looking for updates to make sure you're ok. Take care of yourself, ok?
Love Always,
Camille
Awesome.
brave girl. i'm proud of you.
Goodluck
xxxxxx
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